How could it Be?

Heres a poem I wrote in some of my more emotional times. I speak upon realistic moments in my life, that reflect exactly how my life was at the time. When carefully read, I only hope that you take something away with you and understand it..because it's part of me.

Unexpected 


Misdirected 


So respected


Me? 


How could it be 


That you use words like 


"Confidence and maturity"


He used words like 


"Go away" when I was trying to stay 


See what I'm tryna say is. 


Lay


I lay in my bed in disbelief


Because you bring relief 


A smile something I haven't done in a while 


And you love it! 


Even though I would put all above it 


The best of me? 


How could it be 


That something so new and so fresh can. Have me loosing rest 


I can't wait to know the rest 


What makes u laugh 


What makes u smile. 


What I can do to have u stay here for a while 


In my presence with your grace. 


That brings out my grace. 


That puts a smile on my face 


But better yet a smile on his face. 


God,central 


And For this I see nothing but 


Potential 


Blessed 


Am i 


To even have met you 


You represent his


Hope 


Forgiveness 


Faith 


Grace 


trust 


Its a must 


That I share 


That what u bring is so rare. 


And its 


Unexpected 


And 


Misdirected 


But it was 


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